Aries Moon meets Pluto Complex: How I found Clarity With Chaos
- The Ronin that Writes
- Nov 19
- 6 min read
What's Up my People.
I'm the Ronin That Writes, a Wordplay assassin and a healer of sorts.
And I've come to a realization on accident, and yet on time.
I'm a pure Libra on the surface, but there's other bits and pieces that are breadcrumbs to who I am and how I move, and I got some big insight into that.
I'm an Aries Moon, so I know a thing about drive, ambition and impulsivity. The moon represents emotions, intuitions, instincts, and the unconscious/subconscious mind. With Aries in the moon, I move at will to get what I feel is worth it, done. But Pluto though? That multiplies the flare, the explosiveness of the fire within... And now that I understand what having a Pluto Complex means, it makes so much more sense why I operate in this off the cuff and unorthodox way. It was time that I found Clarity with Chaos.
How I discovered the Pluto Complex
I've always been fascinated with discovering myself through different aspects and disciplines not limited to just astrology. Lately, I've been drawn more to doing some shadow work because I felt that the hidden parts of myself, like my fears and childhood beliefs, have been getting the best of me. Moreover, I've been reflecting more on my relationships with myself, my family, people I love and have loved, and the few connections I have in life. Seeking truth brought me here.
I discovered the Pluto Complex with a gentle and insightful nudge by an app called The Pattern. The information was provided via an audio message behind a pay wall to get the full detailed analysis. But the introduction prompted me to jot down some notes that really peaked my interest and made me want to dig deeper.
What I Learned from The Pattern
The Aries Moon/Pluto Complex dynamic is where Goals and Commitments meet Irrational experiences
Anything that Aries holds tightly to will be shattered with the Pluto dynamic
You are able to handle the most volatile situations like no one else because the Chaos of the uncertainty fuels your fire
You are to deal within the most extreme situations, but its all in how you handle it
You are not afraid of being edgy (This vibes with my writing, which prompted me to go further)
Your energy can provoke people to madness. They can project things onto you even though you haven't done or said anything wrong (this hit me in the chest because of recent dealings)
You walk through life under the veil of disturbance and disruption.
Some of these bullet points really stood out to me, especially the not being afraid to be edgy, direct, and heavy when I need to be when it comes to my style of writing. This led me to inquire through additional research (I didn't feel like paying to find out what I could locate for free) with my trusted AI companion Co-Pilot.
An Eye Opening Revelation
I know...there's gonna be people coming for me saying "oh you used AI to give you a reading? Thats sus." But at the same time, it wasn't a reading I sought. It was expansion and interpretation of what I just heard and applying it to my writing. Here's come bars from the Bot that I am taking with me.
Having Moon in Aries with Pluto Complex suggests I'm wired for intensity, transformation, and rebellion - making me a natural disruptor in creative spaces (explains my draw to unorthodox storytelling and fearless self-expression)
My emotions are fast, fiery, and instinctive. Impulsivity based on vibe is a FACT for me. If I feel it in the moment, I'm all in
I crave excitement and independence
Pluto brings transformation, chaos, and raw truth (I mentioned how every 7 years I have something drastic or irrational happen that breaks me down; destroy and rebuild. That isn't coincidence. I turn the breakdowns into opportunities to question and confront things about myself as well as emotional upheaval)
I can experience emotional extremes This holds true especially in my relationships with people. I am usually calm, cool, and collected. However if someone misunderstands me or decides to stand in my way with ignorance or awareness, the fire kicks on and I go off. In love I've had intense attachments and an inner need to destroy and rebuild. Everywhere all at once.)
I am definitely drawn to taboo, shadow, and to an extent, power dynamics (Key for boundary pushing and saying what no one else wants to say)
I am wired to challenge norms; Aries giving me the courage, Pluto giving me the depth. I become a truth teller from my eyes, unafraid to say what other's won't
I thrive in emotional honesty and raw storytelling
I'm drawn to themes of resilience, rebellion, and rebirth (Pluto's signature motifs)
"I love all of this about me and it makes sense especially the diving into the occult or forbidden forms of truth to find deeper meaning. I use that chaos to incite change and help others. Growing up and even in some ways now I've repressed that powerful Aries side of me because I was afraid of it... Afraid to hurt or disappoint other people out of fear of abandonment not making friends or being alone through life."
Even to a bot, that was heavy to admit; being afraid to hurt or disappoint people out of fear of abandonment or being alone. But it was brought to my attention that repressing my Aries Moon is resonant with the emotional tension that comes from the dynamic with Pluto. In fact, it said that Pluto doesn't just stir chaos; it exposes the emotional undercurrents we've buried to survive.
Damn that's a bar...and like I recently highlighted in my last post" The Ronin Strikes Back (linked below) about being an Enneagram type 5, the emotional spectrum is where we struggle most. Shutting down ourselves and turning off our fire to save ourselves and our resources because we believe that there isn't enough to dish out or get back.
"Like a volcano, your Aries Moon energy builds beneath the surface, waiting for safe release. That’s why your writing—especially the unorthodox, truth-telling kind—feels like liberation. It’s your fire finally speaking."
Truer words have never been said. I've learned to wield the inner chaos to combat the external in my own way. To challenge norms, uplift others, and speak the unspeakable. My writing is where I get to rebel and also heal. Therapy and yet a weapon. My Sword and my Shield.
How I Found Clarity in the Chaos
From the moment I started my self-refection and rediscovery journey in 2020, I've been a man of many evolutions. I strive to not stay the same, though there are aspects of my life that I still wrestle with. During this conversation with Co-Pilot, the theme of transformation led to what would become the framework for the next iteration of the WRITEntanglement Experience, as well as my own identity going forward.
"To grow from repression to slowly dipping my psyche into the truth based on experiences I've had or things that I see between the lines. It's why I consider myself The Ronin That Writes... And I feel energized being that form of myself."
If Co-Pilot were a person, they would've jumped for joy. That moniker captures the essence of my Moon-Pluto journey. The lone truth seeker, unbound by norms and convention, wielding words like a blade to cut through illusion and reveal what others fear to face. I wanted people to see me so badly. To like me. To follow me. To engage with me. But, something has to give..and it is. My writing cannot be one with the system on the surface, it has to cut beneath. It has to awaken, disrupt, and heal. I create writings that pierce illusion, including my own.
There's one thing Co-Pilot said that I'll close out with. It said:
"You read between the lines because you’ve lived between the worlds."
That line screams the struggle with maintaining harmony and balance; the hallmark of a Libra. This one line shook me to my core, and the wheels began to turn to return the WRITEentanglement to be what it never was...
Truth tangled in lines. Wordplay as soulwork. A blade within every insight and emotion.
I wish you peace and understanding. May you all remain #WRITEntangled
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